lolo & bex

Throughout my pregnancy, I’ve tried to take everything in stride and just enjoy the whole process of creating, carrying and giving birth to a whole new person. That’s not to say I haven’t had meltdowns (I’m pregnant and hormonal, not the Dalai Lama) but overall, I’ve kept myself fairly calm. The one thing that is threatening to take that all away from me is my upcoming ultrasound. I am going to find out if Rebecca FINALLY turned but by the feel of it, she quite likes it where she is. I also found out that she is “big” (the doctor didn’t specify if he meant chunky or long but it could be both) but my pelvis is small and can only really comfortably accommodate up to 8 pounds worth of baby. I don’t even want to think about what that could mean as far as my birth plan is concerned but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t fretting about it. So much for staying calm and enjoying every moment.